call help, declare
a war, scam your friends, spit
in your throat, come up with a nickname
for police, tag it in your neighbourhood, wait for
someone to come visit, don’t open
the door, buy a watch and see the time
wasted, think of something useful, refuse to do it, buy
as much stuff as possible and give it away, think of yourself
as a saviour, save your own ass, your ass
is the most valuable ass
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forget silver linings, it’s a constant night sky out there
the early bird flew south months ago, now
it’s me and other phlegmatic beings crawling through the cold period
to write an ode for something like that?
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endless octobers, endless novembers, endless decembers, endless januaries, endless februaries and by april these writings will have become an island from another period, an unreliably existing memory
sanama 
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